cute_bean_ting
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🕑 Added 2024-04-23 16:17:59 +0000 UTC
HAPPY CLOWN UPDATE!!
So if you’re new here you might not know this, but late last year I got really sick and struggled to eat a lot. I just wanted to give you a clown titty comparison because this is INSANE! 😩
A big thanks to everyone who subbed and tipped during that time anyways because I couldn’t work at all… things are going so much better now, I’m eating well, working out a little, and the results are showing! 😍
Feeling really happy at the minute bc all of the rooms in my house are sorted and fully useable, which I’ve never had in the whole time since I bought this house! My family basically helped me dismantle the house and rip up all the carpets and then disappeared when I needed help putting it all back together 🤦♀️ but some really kind people have gone out of their way to do what my family couldn’t… and this house is looking great!
I’ve also made a lot of massive changes to how I do this job.
I was spending a rediculous amounts of hours on false engagement and promoting other creators thinking it was helping me lol but it turns out I was only helping them. Barely any of them were very nice to me and I was having daily panic attacks just worrying about what other creators had to say to me. There’s a lot of bullying, cancelling etc. that goes on and it was harming my mental health in a serious way. I decided to quit all that and focus full time on my content, and I have this beautiful peace of mind every day when I wake up now :)
I used to basically film anything, even if I didn’t like it or it was fake, just for the money e.g. the daddy kink stuff, squirting and more. And I used to work with people who didn’t treat me very nicely because I didn’t think I had any other options… some pretty horrible things were done & said to me, and all of that content has since been removed because I couldn’t stand to look at it. I was seriously depressed and putting things up my nose that I shouldn’t have been, but I’ve been clean for 16 months now and things are so much brighter!
It took me a while to trus
