going to kinda speak my thoughts about everything this month..
🕑 Added 2021-06-29 22:19:53 +0000 UTC
going to kinda speak my thoughts about everything this month really quick so i hope you’ll just take a second to listen.
this month has been one of the most difficult yet rewarding months ever for me, between moving into my dream place where i can finally live my life without judgement, visiting family and friends i never get to see anymore across country who are extremely important to me, and my birthday i’ve been so busy and stressed.
My mental health has gone extremely up and down and i’ve been having terrible physical symptoms from it so days can be a bit hard lately because i have been so so tired. The worst is the guilt however. i’ve felt so guilty about not being able to talk to you guys more and i’ve felt so guilty about not taking more content and pictures for you guys this month. i promise it’s NEVER going to be like this again. the second i get home i’m going to be taking tons more pictures, videos, etc and i really want to start live-streaming on here once a week too eventually.
i cannot begin to express how thankful i am that you have been so patient with me this month and kinda gave me the time i needed to better my mental health and see the people who are most important to me and now i’m ready to be the best creator i possibly can be for you. i love you guys more than anything and i can’t wait to do so much more for all of you.
