Hi everyone. I am so sorry for the lack of updates. I have b..
🕑 Added 2023-10-17 05:39:52 +0000 UTC
Hi everyone. I am so sorry for the lack of updates. I have been in a lot of pain and visiting family. I have had two Pap smears, sti testing, urine samples and countless doctor appointments. I have had ultrasounds and specialist appointments. I went through a round of antibiotics for pelvic inflammatory disease (that messed up my gut microbiome) I am going to a gynaecologist to undergo testing (a slight surgical procedure) for Endometriosis. I didn’t want to post this as I felt it is embarrassing, like I am somehow less of a woman. I have always had painful periods but after unprotected sex my reproductive system has changed dramatically. I don’t have any STI’s or cancer. I am just highly stressed and my body is hardly ever okay enough for filming (sometimes lately, it is hardly okay enough for men to fuck me) which I have never experienced before. I am so used to feeling like a carefree free use toy that it hurts so much to disappoint not only the men in my life and the men online but also myself. I am so sore, inflamed and fatigued. I needed time to heal and figure out what was causing these issues and I should have made everything more clear, or at least posted. I am very sorry, this has been happening on and off for awhile.
