Hi guys. Still currently in the hospital recovering. Long st..
🕑 Added 2021-01-04 06:34:24 +0000 UTC
Hi guys. Still currently in the hospital recovering. Long story short on what happened without all the details. Will give more details when I’m in a better head space. Basically i poisoned myself with carbon monoxide while i was sitting in my car in the garage. I Was losing oxygen and not noticing until i started coughing up 💉🩸. By the time that happened and i tried to open the door i passed out. My friend ended up calling the police after i didn’t answer her calls on New Years we always bring New Years in together on face time every year it’s like tradition. The police did a wellness check and found me unresponsive in my car. They broke my car window to get me out. I have two hairline fractures to two of my ribs and my sternum after the man giving me CPR over estimated how much weight he was putting on my chest. I have been locked in a hospital cell for what feels like forever. But really it’s going on day 4.they aren’t listening to me. They’ve given me so many drugs but no mental or emotional support or help. Guess where my boyfriend and girlfriend were while all this is happening to me? They’re in Vegas living it up on New Years behind my back while i was dying in my car. Ask me where they are now. At home comfortable in their beds while i am pumped full of meds and melatonin to force me to sleep. I haven’t eaten since I’ve gotten here i refuse to eat until they release me. I don’t know when I’ll be released as of yet. I am hurt both physically emotionally and mentally everything happened really fast. However you guys aren’t here for sob stories you’re here for porn. I have someone who will be editing and posting videos for me until I’m able to be home. I’m sorry for my lack of response and my lack of content hoping you guys can forgive me. I have to pretend to be happy on camera 24/7 when really I’m broken and that just added insult to injury. I’m sorry to the fans I’ve let down. Thank you for loving me when nobody else did, i wouldn’t be mini stallion without you guys. But mini stallion is a persona , my name is talisa. The real me is not ok. I’m not happy. I’m not horny. I am broken. I can’t continue to pretend to be a happy mini while my mental health deteriorates.
