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i wrote a poem a couple months ago, as part of an art week c..
🕑 Added 2023-02-17 15:10:19 +0000 UTC i wrote a poem a couple months ago, as part of an art week challenge. Here it is - it is called "i whisper myself"what is it?
what's one more thought
when i sit with many?
thoughts are what my boat is made of
and when it rocks
i grip tightly
its splintered oar
it is not fixed, I am fixated
its insidious
each idea as light as a kiss
i'm impressed but it's flitting
that word
over time the sound disgusts me
i make a wish
i find symbiosis between discipline and bliss
i am a disappointed narcissist
i slip
my river has a sick drift
it ripples and rips
the insistent fingertips of existence pry in
and through the wood planks
questions drip
is it?
is it?
is it?
is it?
is
it is
it is
silence
i embrace it
forgive me for my separation
accept me for the risk
would you be my witness?
it is what it is
i exist
let me see death in all its richness
for when she caresses it
the round stone head I've pushed uphill
breaks open on its final trip
there are seeds and old fruit
earthworms weave through
until I see nothing left
and yet,
everything is in it
in all things there is a symphony
there is music that i missed
listen to this breath
i confess
it's ethereal
i needed the air to birth fire
i needed the life to express
underneath all the festering, I'm undressed
the bare chest of life at rest
a deep sea in all its volume and breadth
coral floors climb up through valleys to mountains and become strong there
now the atmosphere is thinner
but breathe
even the leaves of trees leave,
and they return
as i do
to be with your creation.
even as we grow damp with creases
even as we freeze
believe me
for in a lifetime or one song story
the frozen land erodes
rain and sand carve new roads
miniscule but golden
through them water flows
i walk to the ocean
my thoughts become foam
we are with warmth and cold
together when we're ready
we can be going home
i hear your poem in an echo
a path of roses
om
...
hold me
i ask of you
and let go
i whisper myself
