When I got to the hospital it was a whole mess they was rush..
🕑 Added 2023-04-01 19:40:18 +0000 UTC
When I got to the hospital it was a whole mess they was rushing everything else but getting a doctor to see me 🙄
Anyways when the doctor came he was very negative and well it was also a lot for me to process!
I stayed there for 2 days trying everything to save my pregnancy as they said that the cerclage had failed 😭
The same one they had told me have a 99% success rate .. I was lost for words and stuck in my emotions!
Like how?
Things was stable for atleast 1 day until I sneezed 🤧 and then that was it I started going into labor hour by hour and I ended up giving birth to my baby girl way
before her time 😢 and boy this is hard as fuckkkk
I’m crying as I’m typing this because I’m hurt as fuckkk 💔
My heart is broken and I didn’t know if I should share this with you guys but I want to be transparent bc
sometimes I can’t do certain things and it’s not bc I didn’t want to but bc life happens contrary to my own personal plans but such is life 🥹
I just wanted to share this with y’all and help myself heal .. sooo right now I’m going through my grief process and I’ll be sure to keep you guys updated
I’m going to be making new content to help me take my focus off this while I heal sooo make sure you guys get active and support me through this journey
I’m not asking for anything but to pray for me & support in anyway else you personally can whether it be kind words or if you want to send me roses 🌹 because this is really a tough time for me I lost 2 babies in 8 months so yeah
Thank you guys for reading the ones who actually read my story from the beginning and I’ll be dropping a new xxx video later today 💓 muah!
