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Ok time to be real for a second. As you know I am a big bel..
🕑 Added 2023-12-06 22:13:00 +0000 UTC Ok time to be real for a second. As you know I am a big believer in transparency, and the truth is lately I have been struggling a LOT with my body. ( I mean I’ve always had severe body dysmorphia but now it is at an all time high) starting my gym journey definitely did something, I feel like it almost made my BD worse, because I was now spending so much active time trying to “improve” on my flaws. I feel like I a reached a pretty good place right before going to the states for TwitchCon/BlizzCon. When I left I weighed 63 kg. It is the lowest I’ve been in a while and I was def starting to get pretty shredded. But now after returning from what was effectively almost two months of traveling. Scotland, Denmark, USA and Germany. I have gained almost 5 kg. I knew I would gain some especially spending 3 weeks in the states. But it has COMPLETELY thrown me for a loop. I feel ‘fat’ now and I find myself being extremely body conscious both irl and for pics/vids. Which isn’t good because it makes me loose pretty much all motivation to create content. So anyways I’m back on the grind trying to loose that weight (funny I know because we are in the most notorious weight gaining month of the year 😩) and I just wanted to be honest with you. If I’m posting less, differently or just more edited, then now you know why. Please be kind 🥺🙏🏼 xx ur kinda chubby queen
