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Surgery update ~ Hey everyone, it’s now been a week since my..
🕑 Added 2025-03-22 21:57:39 +0000 UTCSurgery update ~
Hey everyone, it’s now been a week since my surgery and I wanted to just let you know how it all went and how I’m feeling atm. Feel free to ignore if you are just here to jerk off (no shame), I know hearing a sad story about me probably isn’t exactly fantasy inducing but sadly this is my reality right now and I don’t want to lie about it or hide it.
The procedure itself went as planned and fairly problem free. I went in Friday morning as scheduled, and I was out of the hospital and back home just a couple of hours later.
Sadly however the tumor turned out to be EVEN bigger than expected, 12x 7x 3 cm (sheesh), so they had to do a bigger incision pretty much from my nipple to my armpit in a funny ‘~’ shape (?). It obviously hurts and I'm trying not to move too much, but otherwise l'm doing ok.
I really wish I could relax and know that it was all over now and just focus on healing. But now it's a waiting game until the 25th where I go back in and they give me the news of what kind of "tumor it was. The surgeries wasn’t super happy about the mass when removed, visible confirmation wasn't enough, so we await the test results. Those will hopefully fully rule out cancer, and nothing else needs to be done.
But there is a chance that I may need to go back into surgery to have breast tissue removed. (Some kinds of tumors can regrow, but by only removing the mass they were hoping for the best trying to preserve my breast no doubt because of my age.) It is however still a reality that maybe it is a ‘bad’ tumor (albeit maybe not cancerous) and they will need to remove a large portion of my actual breast. As it is now aesthetically only the ‘foreign mass’ has been removed and they are back to being the same (tiny teabag) size as before. (Once this is all over I’ll show you crazy difference that there was pre op if you want.)
Now a week later my biggest struggle is mental. I’m going crazy not being able to move much, not go to the gym, can barely walk the dogs, obviously can’t really shoot any content. And it’s been so hard going through this alone. I feel more weak and lonely than I ever have before. All this and the not knowing, the waiting, just growing more and more anxious by the day. The thought of going through all of this now just to have it repeated when it's finally over is gutting. I can’t imagine finally being healed and past this and then having to go back in to be mauled further. I'm hoping for the best but also trying to stay ready for the chance that it might indeed happen.
Anyways, that’s the situation atm. Scar is looking crazy, but I’m hoping it will add to my ‘unyielding shieldmaiden’ allure? Rn it’s looking pretty gory so I’ll spare you and pray it gets better lmao.
Xx ur (currently) two tiny tits Adeline
(Look at that gourmet sandwich in the second pic? Good thing I don’t pay a lot of taxes for the fantastic healthcare here in Denmark 🇩🇰)
