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I have no idea where my vibrator is… I put it next to my bed..
🕑 Added 2021-11-22 01:08:18 +0000 UTC I have no idea where my vibrator is… I put it next to my bed yesterday. I had a little moment with it before my live stream and now I can’t find it anywhere. How could it just disappear? I put it next to the bed, or I’m pretty sure I did. Imagine I check out of here Tuesday morning before finding it, then the cleaners come across it… well that’s embarrassing ———— I’m sitting on my balcony, watching the sun go down and thinking about last night. I’ve got Mozart playing in the background and I’m feeling all kinds of peaceful. I am extremely lucky to have such a supportive group of people here. I am so insanely grateful for my members and I’m just taking a moment to breathe that in right now. My plan was to take photos tonight so I wont be able to pop online for too long, but I’m thinking of making another appearance tonight from 11:00PM to 1:00AM PST. It’s hard to resist you guys and your extreme warmth and encouragement towards me. I was singing on stream last night. Sometimes I simply cannot help it, but this was for more than could be helped. I was just really enjoying myself and feeling much less shy. I didn’t care if I sounded good or bad, I’ve just let it be. If people like my voice that’s great, and if not, that’s ok too. On Thursday I’ll be sitting down with a composer and singing for him. Not recording or anything, just playing with my voice and seeing if we can possibly make something together in the future. Aaron wants me to just go for it. I was up late talking to him last week, telling him how nervous I am… It’s silly how with my nudity and sexy photos I don’t really care what anyone thinks of my body. I adore my body, I get great feedback and I feel amazing, so what does it matter? But my singing feels so personal, and I care so much. Too much! I’m going to get really playful with it, not anything too challenging, just have fun and be silly and ease myself in. Anyways, just my thoughts of the moment. Last night I threw my lingerie on the ground while performing for you all and when I woke up this morning I thought it looked pretty. A perfect picture of lace and heels casually thrown to the side in passion. - Thanks for reading, let me know if you want more blogs. It was nice to have a sit down and write with you XOXO VB
