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If it’s not already clear I’m struggling horrendously at the..
🕑 Added 2021-07-18 22:53:26 +0000 UTC If it’s not already clear I’m struggling horrendously at the moment and I’m sorry for not being here. I haven’t been able to pay my rent the last couple months and have had to take loans off my mother to do so. A big reason has been the month & months that my sisters boyfriend has been living where I shoot my content. I literally despise the guy he is abhorrent. He’s rude, obnoxious, controlling, egotistical, lazy. He lived with my mom for 3 months before he gave her a penny in rent and that’s because I wouldn’t give up on telling my mother that she should not & could not afford to support his disgusting freeloading ass. He’s 24 and only giving £200/$280 pcm that barely covers the utility expensive of having him there. What went from him staying (just 1 month) in November to him literally never leaving the house from November to May he didn’t leave the hour for daily exercise, he didn’t visit friends in the park, not even a weekly food shop I couldn’t escape him to get any work done. I refused to shoot/film my content when he’s around having to dash around and cover up whenever he wanted to walk to the kitchen or bathroom every hour or so. I don’t/didn’t feel I should be placed in such uncomfortable position by my mother when I do so much for her and he had loving parents who could and were housing him happily he did not need to move in ever he’s just taking full advantage of my mother being so tired and I’ll she’s like a living zombie she can’t think straight over anything. It’s not my house I can’t remove him that’s upto my mother and now I’m losing my house and have nowhere to go but my mothers and live with him it’s actually destroying me. The idea that I am losing my freedom, my safe space to live in that toxic environment and will potentially have to give up my main income while he sits there leeching off my mother, saving a fortune and attempting to control & rule the roost is just repugnant. My family keep saying I’m strong and not to let him takeover or get to me but my god I am drained by everything I feel so weakened by it all.
