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Throwback to some fun times since a lot of things are going ..
🕑 Added 2021-04-19 02:24:29 +0000 UTC Throwback to some fun times since a lot of things are going to be different for me ð I was recently pulled over by a cop and he decided doing his job and giving our state more money was more important than me to be able to afford to live... lol # ACAB Honestly though. He had no reason to be so rude to me when I was CLEARLY distressed. But he made it obvious that he chose that career for the "bullying benefits". When you care more about money than the people you *should* be helping, there's a problem. So now I get to struggle even more financially and honestly, I feel so lost ð shit has been real shitty lately thanks to trying to dig myself out of debt - and now this. I'm so emotionally exhausted after all of this and it's just beginning. I honestly don't even know where to start to fix everything so I will try my absolute best to keep content coming at a regular rate. All I ask is that you be a little patient with me for the next week ððŧð I desperately need some time to feel everything I need to so I can deal with everything with a clearer head. If you're interested in helping out a little, I still have prints available through Ko-fi which is a great way to receive a small reward for your generosity. I understand if you no longer want to subscribe though. I won't take it personally and I hope to see you all again soon ð I wish I had better news and more positivity I can put out there, but this weekend has taken such a toll on me. I wish the sadness would stop creeping in, but right now it's just too loud for me to focus on anything else ð please understand, but also please respect my privacy ððŧ I'm being a little vague about the details simply because I'm tired of replaying this shit experience in my head -and honestly? This all hurts my ego so damn much. After struggling for YEARS financially, I feel no better off than when I first got here ð The price to live a life in America is just too fucking high, and now we get to add a pandemic to the mix. Again, I am so sorry for my lack of activity these last few days and I beg you to forgive me for the bit of time I need to gather myself. I promise I'll work on some hot content soon ð thank you for reading all of my ramblings if you made it this far ð
