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**[please expand to read]** Hiii I just wanted to give y'all..
🕑 Added 2024-07-22 21:12:36 +0000 UTC **[please expand to read]**Hiii I just wanted to give y'all a bit of a life update since I have been less present digitally than I would have ideally liked, but I think in the lifespan of a longtime internet person/creator/artist/pornographer/livestreamer/anything and everything I am, it's probably normal and okay to not always be 'here.'
First, I want to thank you for your consistent support throughout the ebbs and flows of my life, and I have soo much appreciation for the enthusiasm y'all show me when I put myself out there. I cannot tell you how supportive and encouraging that feels! I'm realllllyy blessed and lucky to have such a beautiful, reciprocal relationship with my fans/viewers/supporters/subscribers/internet friends or however you'd consider yourself in regard to me.
I sometimes struggle with how much I want to share in relation to my offline life, and I want to share a little bit here, but I want to ask for your respect in regards to my privacy and set some loving and healthy boundaries: IE, pleeeease don't ask me questions asking me to divulge more, make offers to 'talk,' or generally pry. It's hard to find a way to phrase that differently so I'm sorry if it seems harsh, but I think it kind of needs to be super clear for it to be an effective boundary, yeah?
I'm currently living in an environment that doesn't support my creative process and holds me back from entering a space where I can creatively thrive. I've faced a lot of blocks - physically, mentally, and spiritually - and have realized that I need to change my environment in order to return to my passion again.
Every time I've tried to proceed as normal in my current environment, I've been hit in the face with a big 'fuck no' from the universe and my body, and I can't ignore those signs anymore!
Simply put.. I need to get the fuck out of where I am, and ASAP. Like, I'm gonna put my 30 days notice in to my landlord today O_O
I really want/need a fresh start, and I'll be updating you along the way. I'll be working on my backlog of things I owe; editing and posting tons of content that I filmed in the past few months, never posted, and is still sitting in my camera roll; and sharing parts of my journey/process on my timeline and via DMs.
I'm not going to be super open about where I'm moving to (I have a place picked out I'm super excited about, and will be moving closer to some friends and nature!), but I will share as much as I can and enough to satisfy your curiosities, trust me! I know you love tagging along with my adventures just as much as I love going on them.
I made this goal to keep pinned on my profile for motivation, and there's no pressure to get it filled, but if you're enjoying my posts on my ~~journey~~ (sorry I hate calling it that cause it seems sooo corny, but it's the most accurate descriptor), please leave a tip to let me know! Or if you want to send good vibes/love/encouragement/positive energy/support - I really need all of that energy that I can get.
This is a big and scary change that is happening rapidly, but I know it needs to happen because my mental health and safety is at stake, and my passion! My light! My life! I cannot let that flame extinguish. I have been so lost and somewhat sad without that flame burning, and I really want to get back to what makes me feel happy/safe/fulfilled again, and I am so excited to do it.
So much love πππ
-Clara
