Warning: lots of cheesy text and no lewdness ahead
The comm..
🕑 Added 2021-03-09 19:31:41 +0000 UTC
Warning: lots of cheesy text and no lewdness ahead
The comment "I really love/appreciate how you've started to include these longer videos in your base OF subscription." from @inplotitrust made me think - I don't tell YOU how much I appreciate you. It sounds silly to most people at first, but if you ever struggled with mental health you know sometimes even brushing your teeth is an accomplishment. There's days when all I can do is sleep and can't even bring myself to eat anything, but thanks to you there's a lot less of those days now.
Just the fact that there's people working hard to earn their money and then deciding to use £8.65 for my page makes me obviously very grateful and not want to let you down and have it go to waste.
Then the things your subscriptions have accomplished, I wish I could share them all with you! I don't to protect my privacy ( :c ) because I'm working with a sanctuary just 5 minutes away from me, but your subscriptions saved so many lives. I've been able to pay for surgeries, 24 hour medical care, rehabilitation, medications and the list goes on. All thanks to you! And if you're just here to see some tiddy jiggle and don't care about any of that, I get it and I'm still super super thankful to you.
Then there's those who tell me how whenever I post it really makes their shitty day a bit more bearable. That's the number one thing which gets me to be productive even on my worst days. If all I have to do is make a post on here to make someone's crappy day less crappy, I better get my shit together and do it!
And let's be honest, your sweet/funny/smart/cute comments and compliments always make me smile at the end of the day too.
I know I missed responding to most of your messages ever since all the diagnosis/surgery/anxiety crap went down in my life and now I'm extremely overwhelmed with an inbox so full and thicc that my ass and tiddies look small in comparison and you know that ain't no easy task to accomplish!
Seeing 1k+ messages is a bit anxiety inducing in on itself I will be honest. I don't want to send out copy pasted responses or emojis. But at the same time I don't want you to think that I don't care because that's not the case at all. It just sometimes gets a bit too much for a single person to handle.
When I first made this page, I was able to have conversations with you and stay on top of it which was super nice and chill, but you can imagine the more a page grows, the more out of control it becomes. I've heard of people hiring others specifically to respond to messages, but I really don't agree with that. In reality it's impossible for one person to do all of that. I'm very sorry if you not getting a response from me made you feel ignored and unappreciated. I am trying my best, but sometimes that's simply not enough (and let's be real the message system on this site isn't helping much when some individuals spamming nonstop always creates a new notification).
Before this essay turns into a whole book I want to go back to the initial message of this post - I appreciate you a lot more than I let you know. I don't know if it's because I'm worried I'll come across as fake/not genuine and trying too hard to look sweet to keep you subbed or what, but I really really really really do appreciate you being here for all of the reasons I listed above and more! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for allowing me to be a better person. As sad as it is, money makes the world spin and we can't do much good on a bigger scale without it. It's a horrible feeling being desperate to help someone, but just not having the means to do so. And also a huge thank you for lifting me up mentally and just being here. It really means more than I could put into words.
I love you all!
