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I had to take a few days off. Our family pet had gotten sick..
🕑 Added 2023-04-06 14:23:02 +0000 UTC I had to take a few days off. Our family pet had gotten sick a few weeks ago, and we lost her a few days ago. She was 12 years old. I didn't enter her live until she was already 5 years old, and fell in love with her as soon as she greeted me at the door. She had such a sweet spirit and gentle disposition. She loved everybody and everything. Just looking at her would make you smile, and brighten your day.I hadn't seen my husband cry until a week or two ago. He tries to hide it when he does. I don't have to see his tears to know that he is crying. I can hear his heart breaking. We miss her so much. I didn't realize how much of my day was made complete by her until she was gone. Now all the time I spent talking to her, playing with her, petting her, feeding her, loving on her and combing her hair when she would put her head on my lap and be still so I could make her pretty, they've become those breaks in a timeline, empty spaces, memories I can't recall. All that time that she provided a purpose for me makes me regret that I never realized that she was just as important as anyone else in my life. I took her for granted.
She knew what her role in the family was, and fulfilled it perfectly. She was the peacekeeper. Anytime there was a dispute between the kids, my husband and I, me and the kids, etc...she got in the middle and resolved it in her own way. She could read people's feelings and emotions, and knew just what to do to make you smile, calm you down, or get off your butt to do something when you were feeling down. Reflecting on that makes me realize that she was more human, and empathic than most of the people we know.
My favorite thing to do was watch how she interacted with my husband. They had their own language, and it was wonderful to witness how much they loved each other. Now, all these empty spaces have opened up without her to fill them. Time has slowed down, and the house doesn't feel the same. I don't know what to do with my last bite of food anymore. Whenever I get home and open the front door I expect her to be there, walking sideways, head down and tail wagging furiously to greet us, but she's gone. I still see her out of the corner of my eye, I'll turn my head quickly to catch a glimpse of her. Then realize it's just my mind playing tricks on me. I miss her so much. The pain is indescribable.
Anyhow, I just wanted to share that with you. I'm sure you can understand why I needed to take a few days off. I'll post some pics and vids so you can see how sweet and beautiful she truly was. @tiamor
