Good evening
And I hope as always you had a wonderful weeke..
🕑 Added 2021-02-07 18:14:41 +0000 UTC
Good evening
And I hope as always you had a wonderful weekend ☺️
With us it was somehow as always 🤷♀️ so also back to normal with the Sunday video, sorry for last week 🙈 and I hope you are happy about this one 😘
Weekend means always a lot of tasty food and love. And I can not imagine my life without exactly this kind of weekends. Because I know that is not normal and has long led to the fact that I felt strange. because for me sex was and always will be at the first place on the weekends. And I gave a lot of my previous partners a “wrong” or bad feeling with this need. Somehow almost like I just care about sex sometimes.
And exactly about that I would like to write a little bit. Because a person has asked me something on Instagram, which has made me think.
I mentioned in a story that a pure body for me can not be sexy and I somehow always need a certain connection/tension or mood. And because of this i got asked if I am asexual. And what can I say, even if it sounds funny, but there was a time in my youth where I also asked myself that :) because i didn’t felt this need of sex.
But I have found out for myself that it is probably the opposite as soon as I feel this special connection/tension with someone and it confused me a bit in the beginning.
I love to have sex but had to learn to find the right moments and also right people in one to share it otherwise it ends in confusion which is not healthy for me and the others.
And when I thought about it, I realized again how much I learn with/through Dennis.
Because it is still something that sometimes makes me struggle. So often I rub myself against Dennis, “demand” love or just undress, but he never gives me a strange feeling. He even tells me that he likes this side of me and it’s never too much. Only maybe not the right situation.
What has led to the fact that I even sometimes ask if I harass Dennis when I’m not sure and can also accept when he is tired from time to time without having a strange feeling for myself.
And that's exactly why we filmed such a moment, where I beg for love (and this time i got it 😉) because often this is also part of our weekends. My a little wild me, which begs very much for love. 🥰
And exactly this kind of weekends/days together is exactly what every lover of me admired in the beginning but wasn’t able to handle with the time 🤷♀️ Which shows me how precious this with Dennis is and how important it is to find a way together to have enough but not to much sex in a relationship and this means for everyone something else ❤️
