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Sorry for the too long post. I added random pics in case you..
🕑 Added 2024-11-29 22:47:34 +0000 UTCSorry for the too long post. I added random pics in case you don’t feel like reading.
Been thinking a lot about acting and role playing inspired by my actual life experiences like responding to fat shaming or things that happened at work.
Did you know that I’ve worked as a guest lecture at some colleges? I did some lectures about film editing. I guess that might seem strange cos I’ve been on an editing strike on this platform. It was hard to edit when it was my day job/ vanilla job to do but now that I quit that job, I’ll be able to enjoy editing my own footage and put all my new gear to good use, like my Sony FX30, lights. green screen, lapels mics etc.its going to be interesting to strike a balance between being a lazy slob and being an excellent cinematographer, director, editor, head of art and wardrobe department, etc but since I’m a very creative and artistic person, I really do need to express my creativity even if I’m making a stuffing and measuring video or trying on tight clothes. I’m a bit ashamed to say I’ve been putting in very little effort because I’ve mostly been exhausted and sad from working in a dead-end job but I don’t have that excuse anymore and the cloud of sadness is lifting. I’m starting to imagine all the short films I’ll make and characters I can bring to life, as well as just showing my authentic life and how I make my shakes and meals.
I have this need to mindlessly binge watch shows while I eat so I may end up filming myself wearing headphones and zoning out but I’ve seen myself doing this and with all the burping, jiggling and heavy breathing, I’m guessing this footage can still be fun to watch even if I’m acting like a mindless blob. As long as the camera is rolling and fx30 has amazing auto focus
Please feel free to share suggestions of what you’d love to see from me as a single girl - not ready to pop my fat girl cherry yet but thin me had some action, pre 2019. At least I have some cute accessories to avoid cobwebs forming down there 😂😂😂 but I know when I’m too big to reach I’ll be looking for some assistance.
I know it’s time to really push myself. I also tend to eat more when I’m with friends or loved ones so I’m lining up lunch appointments. Tomorrow someone is cooking a feast for me.
