Hello everyone. So recently I’ve been getting a lot of shit ..
🕑 Added 2023-03-03 01:35:30 +0000 UTC
Hello everyone. So recently I’ve been getting a lot of shit for only working with white people (the 4 people I’ve worked with have been white they got me there) and for queer baiting because my stuff isn’t more intense when I work with men. Those who have been here for a while know I’ve been trying to step out of myself and discover who I am, and you all have been so amazing in helping me on this journey, but mostly I wanted to push myself to make better content for you guys. But I just can’t anymore. I can only have sex with people I’m emotionally involved with, I get nervous during collabs, and I’m thinking the whole time “no one’s going to like what I produce anyway” which isn’t fun. So I’m going to stop trying to be someone I’m not. I wish I could go out and sleep with everyone but that’s never been me. I had a collab with mr. Britain set up for next month to try and bottom but I’ve just cancelled it. I’m at a point where all my attention needs to be elsewhere rather then sitting here at 130am feeling like a fraud and questioning who or what I am
