UPDATE //
Hey guys. This summer was supposed to be a big on..
🕑 Added 2022-07-30 06:21:53 +0000 UTC
UPDATE //
Hey guys. This summer was supposed to be a big one - I had plans to really get back in the swing of things and film a ton of amazing content, put on a bit of weight, and finally get myself off my SSRIs that I’ve been on for 4 years now. Unfortunately, things have gone pretty horribly. Early in June I contracted COVID and I was extremely sick for about 2 weeks. I lost a lot of weight and fell behind on a lot of stuff. I did finally recover, was hitting the gym harder than ever, had finally put some good weight back on, and had a big content trip to LA planned to film some really exciting stuff with some content creators you guys would’ve really loved. Unfortunately, just before my LA trip, I contracted monkeypox this time. I am still battling through it; it has been a living hell. I’ve been bedridden, lost even more weight than I had just gained back, and obviously had to completely miss out on the big content trip I had planned. I lost a lot of time and a lot of money. On top of all this, I did not expect to get extremely ill again so soon, so I did go forward with quitting my SSRIs. For those of you who don’t know, this can be a very arduous and difficult process on an individual’s mind and body. Basically: over the last two months, what was supposed to be a huge summer for me has turned into a living hell. I’ve been bedridden battling back to back illnesses, while also trying to handle the withdrawal symptoms from quitting my SSRIs. I’ve lost quite a bit of weight, and those of you who know me well know how defeating that is for me and what it does to my body dysmorphia. This is all to explain where I’m at right now and why I’ve been more absent than usual. I promise it is not by design or intention. I’m definitely going through it right now, but I’m doing everything I can to come out of it even better. As soon as that happens, I will be back to producing some awesome content that you guys will love. Thank you to everyone who has stuck with me through this arduous process and everyone who has been so kind and warm to me. I appreciate each and every one of you, and that is why I wanted to make sure I’m completely transparent and communicate with you guys. Looking forward to being better soon. Please take care of yourselves and be safe out there. ❤️
Kane
