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Happy August! 💛 I have some things I’d like to discuss, so r..
🕑 Added 2021-08-02 04:22:45 +0000 UTC Happy August! 💛 I have some things I’d like to discuss, so read this when you have the time <3 I know many of you were expecting the free monthly video today, and I want to apologize for not having it sent out yet. You may or may not have noticed, but I haven’t been as active on here as I usually am. And to be completely transparent with you all - I’ve been experiencing dips in my mental health, as well as burnout from creating daily content. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely *love* what I do! But my work also makes me feel pretty isolated at times. I get so wrapped up in my online identity sometimes, that it makes me feel very detached from reality (*logging in to OF multiple times a day, responding to messages, checking social media, promoting my work, constantly having to care about my appearance, basically obsessing over work*). And as much as I enjoy getting lost in it sometimes, I find that many areas of my personal life get neglected as a result of it. For example, I would take a lot of time replying to messages often, that when people that I know irl text or call me, I often don’t answer because I just want a break from my screen (*highly introverted lol*). And then when I take a break from replying to messages on here, I carry this feeling of guilt because I don’t want to come off as careless, and I worry I’ll lose subs because of it. Don’t take this as I want you to message me less, or that you’re a nuisance if you do message me. Pleeease don’t think that! 🥺 lol. I’m just explaining how my work can affect me sometimes. And along with the burnout, my mental health has been a roller coaster - which explains why I haven’t been super inspired to shoot loads of new content lately. I really like to take time and effort into most of my posts, and I know I could easily shoot some casual nudes (which I do sometimes). But I prefer posting higher quality content that I’m actually happy with vs just snapping some quick low quality nudes just for the sake of posting something for the day, you know? So basically what I’m saying is, I’m going to try not to have these super high expectations for myself by feeling like I *HAVE* to post daily. Or respond to messages every single day. I want to remain mindful when it comes to creating so that I can avoid future burnout, and continue to feel inspired and shoot when it feels natural to me. That’s when the best work comes out anyway 😉. Don’t worry, I will still be posting often! I’m just not going to stress out if I miss a day or two during the week if I feel I *need* to. Quality over quantity, right? 😇 During the past two weeks, I’ve reconnected with some irl friends and focused more on my personal life and I really needed that. I hope that you are taking some time for yourself too, and giving yourself what you need. ❤️ And did you know that this month, I have officially been on OnlyFans for one year?? 😮 I cannot stress this enough - but I am so grateful for each and every single one of you who have supported me on this journey! Without you, I wouldn’t be able to do the things I enjoy 🥺 Despite my recent burnout, I genuinely enjoy creating content and interacting with you on a more personal level. It’s extremely fulfilling to have such an amazing community here who appreciates me and the work that I do - thank you, thank you, thank you! 🥰❤️❤️❤️ P.S. Only those who have read this far will know that you will still be receiving the free monthly video sometime this week. It hasn’t been forgotten! 😉
