zoemieu
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🕑 Added 2023-07-12 15:35:02 +0000 UTC
me after showering and putting on some lotion~ tried to catch up with irl stuff today, so I wasn’t able to update much on my socials. Classes start soon again, kill me. College is bullshit lol. I’m not smart (I was a straight president’s lister tho call me a good girl (๑•̆૩•̆)) but the more I got into it, the more it felt stagnant.
It was tough. The pandemic hit right when I went to college. I expected doing classes in person, learning and struggling alongside my classmates but having each other’s backs, meeting new people, maybe even go to parties or just new places alone. Of course, all these didn’t happen because of covid.
Three years, I did my courses online, and it felt like the same shit every day. Nothing made sense. It drained the life out of me, but I still did my best to maintain my grades.
But now that I’m exhausted and feeling drained, Idk and dont really care anymore.
Dont get me wrong. Some of my professors were amazing (most of the good ones, left, sadly lol) and my friends, oh they are wonderful smart, smart people, but the education system should really be better. It feels like business more than education. It feels like it’s only for the privileged instead of giving everyone a chance.
I cant explain it. Not a lot will understand, but the system here is shit—academically, economically, politically. That’s probably too dark to talk about, but it’s important. I really appreciate those who know about what’s going on in the world and not just America LOL.
I love you all, and I try to be in touch with reality as best as I can. I hope you do too.
Anywayyy, I should probably start looking for another place to stay in for college again bc the dorm is expensive and not worthy at all, fuck that LOL (+ I dont want a 10PM curfew) Im gonna be quite busy, but of course I’ll still post! :))
I hope today will be good for you and if not, good for you for still pushing thru :)) proud of u!
