Heya! <3
I thought its time to explain why ive been taking S..
🕑 Added 2023-02-24 15:45:19 +0000 UTC
Heya! <3
I thought its time to explain why ive been taking SOO many breaks and wasnt able to film the content i wanted to film.
Last Year has been very rough with one of my Roomates moving out and also living together with that Person was unbearable to me.
After they moved out i thought i would be able to continue making content as usual but my health problems got worse and worse.
Something Content Creators dont talk about enough is private part health! ive always had very strong periods and they always knocked me out for like a week.
I started to have abdominal pain randomly and penetration started to hurt - thats why i havent been posting as many videos with my toys as i would like to!
Booking doctors appointments takes months where i live but i finally had an appointment with a gynaecologist in janurary. I found out that i have a retroverted uterus and that my pain is probably due to endometriosis. To diagnose endometrioses you have to get an laparoscopy and the doc said i should think about getting that done since its obviously a surgery and can be quiet stressfull. He said birthcontrol will help with endometriosis (wich is not a fact i think) so i went on birthcontrol. Birthcontrol hit me like a truck ngl - ive had my period through an ENTIRE month and felt extremely exhausted. So that wasn't really helpful with making content. If you see me gaining
weight its probably due to the medication - wich has also made me even more insecure. My mental health has also been very bad due to being in pain 24/7 with the cramps, my chronic migraines and hip issues.
So what are my Plans moving on?
- I booked an appointment with a doctor specialised on endometriosis and if they say i should do the surgery i will be doin that.
- Im not having my Period anymore (thank god) so ill focus more on other content without penetration (anal, boob stuff, bj and similar) and will only do penetration content when im not in pain!
- To not feel insecure anymore im doing lots of home workouts to finally feel comfy in my skin again!
- Im also starting to stream on twitch reguarly to share more of myself with yall - mostly in german tho! but if you want to hang out anyway just let me know ur not german and ill try my best to answer u in eglish haha!
Not posting and not being able to reply to messages made me feel very very guilty so im trying to step over that guilty feeling and just come back to my sites and start posting and messaging yall reguarly again. (probably daily if ill be able to keep up with that)
Thanks for sticking around and i will make up for it with lots of new content!!
