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🕑 Added 2021-08-16 16:24:08 +0000 UTC
Well, this being OnlyFans with access only from my most loyal beasts like you, I think I will be also sharing some more background and private stuff with you.
You know I would love to transform my real body (real, not meaning costume now) to fit my idea of self. Having features of both genders, ideally exaggerated. Basically my dream would be to become human equivalent of what I'm like a "horse". But I expect to start with something concealable and decide about how far to go. Like just small breast implants that can be hidden by compression shirt manufactured for FtM trans to flatten breast. To hide them under work and sport shirts.
And there are days when I'm so frustrated by work that I feel the need to leave my current career and truly commit to transformation. Like booking a breast augmentation consultation or ordering a lot of medical liquid silicone to finally start with male genital augmentation.
And today was one of those days. Damn. I held the telephone number for plastic surgeon and almost clicked "call" button. But didn't ... again. I feel like a coward. But I feel that, in the foreseeable future, there will finally be a moment I will become ... well ... more myself.
