Taking a small break from shooting with other people for a b..
🕑 Added 2021-07-24 17:26:50 +0000 UTC
Taking a small break from shooting with other people for a bit (: I know that sounds scary but I promise it’s not ! Here’s the method to my madness; I love porn very much, this job has done more for me than any other job I’ve ever held. I’ve traveled the world, to all my bucket list places, seen things I never would have been able to and made some really amazing friends along the way. But lately (really since quarantine) I put myself on a back burner. I stopped really caring about myself and was hyper focused on churning out content that I wasn’t even necessarily proud of. I hate that. I want to get back to the passion. Starting with myself. If you’ve noticed my last few vids have just been about having fun and being in the moment instead of a “set up” or a lead in and it’s felt SO FREEING!!!!! I realized I was getting caught up in putting shit out that didn’t feel authentic to myself but was rather popular and somehow in there I feel like I lost my passion to create. So I’m dialing back. Starting over and rediscovering my passion for this industry. I don’t ever want to get burnt out and I feel like covid almost made that happen. Such high demand from so many people and I felt like I stretched myself too thin. This week I went and got a gym membership, I got new glasses, I’m finally pouring back into myself for once and it feels really great. I want to get back in touch with you guys too, I used to do live streams all the time and I kinda stopped because it felt too demanding. I apologize to anyone’s feelings that I’ve hurt during this process, I slacked off on dms pretty badly. But I promise you guys, this little tolerance break is for you too. I want to be creating content that we both enjoy. I can tell you liked my last couple vids which is a relief bc I had a lot of fun making them and it felt *easy* again. (((: Idk. I know I’m rambling and I appreciate anyone who’s read this far but I’m excited to start over. I hope you’ll come along for the ride (((:
Tldr; I was suffering burn out and now I’m inspired to start fresh and be the best version of myself for me and you. I hope you’ll come on my self discovery journey with me. Xoxo
