hey you, you're fucking awesome <3 thank you for supporting ..
🕑 Added 2020-10-15 21:04:24 +0000 UTC
hey you, you're fucking awesome <3 thank you for supporting me, i hope you have a great day today!<3 <3 <3
(small update for those who are interested or whom I owe content to)
I've been feeling a bit sick and helping take care of my sick roommate, some type of virus thats not strep or covid but similar :/ But I've been working on getting caught up with things and cooking up some cool video and photoset ideas to implement as soon as i'm feeling better! Thank you for being so patient with me during this rough patch in my life. You all keep me going and motivated to be the best me I can be and i'm excited to keep improving and show you all my progress along the way.
I know i'm still behind on some customs, If I owe you something please shoot me another friendly reminder <3 i promise i'm not purposefully forgetting anyone, I just have moved a lot the past 2 years and some things have just gotten lost.
I've got a much better workflow going now than i used to but unfortunately I'm still playing catch-up from years of being an unorganized mess :/
The relationship I was in from the beginning of my camming career until the last year (still working on finalizing the divorce) made me feel extremely ashamed of the work I do and creating content and I still find it hard to ignore that projection he placed upon me and feel 'sexy' or desirable. I'm working on letting go of any of the shame men in my life have made me feel about my sexuality and being as free and open as I want to be and pursue all of my dreams in life without letting anyone hold me back.
I have so many ambitous goals that i know if i dont even try and shoot for them, i will regret it later in life and I really want the rest of this year to be me finishing cutting out anything in my life that has been toxic for me, getting caught up(on content and debt[i've procured a lot over the years with medical bills, doing my taxes incorrectly and bills unpaid by my ex as well as being a single parent]), getting fit, and learning to love myself unconditionally so I can really hit the ground running 2021, and hopefully by then, our world as a whole can be more on track to becoming more peaceful, and safe to be in. But even if the world doesnt get its shit together, I think we still can. We can work hard to become the people we've always wanted to be, someone we can be proud of, and show kindness to others and hope others do the same.
I know things have been crazy for nearly everyone across the board, and I appreciate you choosing to support me in these tough times SO much <3 I hope you all can find a little slice of peace in your lives and keep persevering despite lifes hardships.
I hope someday I can do as much for you guys, and the world as you've done for me to change my life.
Much love to you all <3 I really cannot thank all of you enough.
xoxo Cassie ^-^
