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Some people have asked why I haven’t posted content showin..
🕑 Added 2022-06-01 17:19:44 +0000 UTC Some people have asked why I haven’t posted content showing myself ejaculating. As with many things, there is no one simple answer: 1. First, and most importantly, it’s important to discover how you can orgasm without ejaculating. For me, these things are separated — and many of my solo or partnered lovemaking sessions take place without any ejaculation occurring. We just make love … and feel complete without it. 2. Sharing sexual content is still a bit uncomfortable for me. I have no problems sharing a flaccid nude… but erections, masturbation, and sexual connection all feel like an area that pushes against my feelings of propriety. How dare I share this private part of myself, some part of me asks? And ejaculation is even a step beyond that. 3. I get camera shy. Often, I’m not near the point where I could ejaculate even if I wanted to. I can’t force something that is not there. 4. I feel embarrassed. My ejaculations have become remarkably smaller over the past few years. People assume, because I have a large penis, that I have loads to match. I see guys ejaculate online and think “even on my best days, I’ve never been anywhere near that.” So, honestly, I don’t feel good enough. I don’t feel like it’s worth sharing. In fact, I feel embarrassed. Those are my reasoning. I’m not saying they’re correct, but if you want to know why… well, now you know. I hope this provides you with some grace to accept wherever you are with your sexuality and to realize that we all feel self conscious about certain things. We all feel not-good-enough. I try to offer my best. Sorry if it’s insufficient.
