kailicious
onlyfans
I’ve been asked a few times about the why’s of how I got on ..
🕑 Added 2023-07-03 01:33:56 +0000 UTC I’ve been asked a few times about the why’s of how I got on PH and OF… I usually avoid or skirt around the question cuz my answer is a little too real and not very sexy… The short answer… A guy!🕺🏼 (Well, more like a few guys…) The long answer is that I let a few guys play a pretty big role in shattering my confidence in myself… No matter my size, someone always had something not nice to say… But not just in my body, but in my personality, my kinks, my kookiness, pretty much my whole self… Including making me think squirting was gross! 😱 Even at 19 years old before the stretch marks and two cesarean sections messing up my stomach, and the years of working, or being stressed with kids, when my boobs were still up high, someone had something to say… Clearly all the wrong someones… But nonetheless, I listened… A little too intently… 😔 Some very heavy stuff happened in my early 30s… And all those words and actions got to me… They were me worst and heaviest years… 💔 Then I met a guy in 2019… A couple guys actually, who changed that… But the one who got me on PH was trying to convince me that big and chubby pale ass white girls who squirt are hella loved! I didn’t believe him… 🫥 He thought the fastest way for me to see that it was true, was to feed the kinky side of me and post video clips and just wait for the feedback… And my goodness! You guys did not disappoint! 🥰 There were def a few haters, but seeing as Im consistently in the top 20% and get lots of naughty and lovely comments, perhaps he was telling the truth… 🤭 I moved to OF cuz there were other sides of me I wanted to share that just didn’t feel like PH material… I had partnered with a friend and we were going to have a joint venture on here… And the thought of getting a couple extra bucks was a bonus… But sadly, that partnership fell thru very early on… 👎🏼 I started my OF page with a paid subscription, but quickly moved to a free subscription cuz the pressure to post what the masses would love was too great… And I wanted to post me! The dorky, chubby, food loving, lego loving, pale ass witty white chick who loves to squirt! 🤓🤪😎 This is a hobby/release/confidence booster for me and not about earning a living! (Thats what my full time long ass hours of a day job is for…) I do this for the likes! I do this to heal… ❤️🩹 I do this for me! And for all the awesome and totally naughty things you say… So, keep those spicy comments coming and I will keep on posting! 😘 (The attached collage has a few pics of me throughout the years… Minus my early thirties… And at every shape and size, the negative comments were plentiful… I look back now and wish I could kick myself in the ass! 💯)
