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The scar is from a tummy tuck. No, not just because of havin..
🕑 Added 2023-06-30 00:09:40 +0000 UTC The scar is from a tummy tuck. No, not just because of having my kids. I only gained 10-15lbs with each pregnancy anyway. I used to weigh 100lbs more than I do now and even though I tried to work out enough to make up for it, all my muscles and hard work was hidden under my extra skin. It wasn’t a cute little mom pouch (god, those are so sexy aren’t they?), it was way more than that. In order for me to be able to keep growing into this new person I was and felt so deeply on the inside (no one loses 100lbs with diet and exercise without doing some sort of major life change…mine happened to be internally as my mind always held me back from living life to the fullest and I was in a state of clinical depression for about 12 years while I lived on the east coast), I got a tummy tuck (for those who know the terminology: I also had to have diastasis rectii repair and a belly button reconstruction as I didn’t have a belly button after all was said and done lol). Now my body moves and looks the way that makes me happier. Keyword here is happier. I was always happy during this process (started when I moved to cali in January 2021) but the tummy tuck sent me above and beyond. So, judge if you like but I didn’t loose 100lbs over the course of 2.5 years to look at myself (especially doing the work I do where I photograph myself naked EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.) and just say “Eigh, it’s ok”. And let’s not make a long story longer and discuss how I felt when I touched or moved my own body, ascetics aside. If you made it this far: part 1 of my surgery last week was a tummy tuck touch up. Because I got my original surgery may 2022, and then lost an additional 50lbs after it… my doctor decided, for free and proud of me for the work I put into myself even after I looked ‘good’ from the first one (which most people don’t…his words not mine), he evened me up, took off the tiny bit of extra skin that accumulated again and dropped my scar lower so I can wear different styles of clothes, comfortably. Part 2 of the surgery I will be sharing later. I know people were curious and SO many people have been checking on me consistently over the past week (🥹), I felt you guys deserved this explanation…directly from me. (NOTE: This is an old pic of me after the first tuck. I’m a bit stuffed into this shapewear but I enjoy how the lil bits of meaty parts I do have looked so grab-able! I was always too self conscious to share because of the scar but I’m not anymore) Mad love to everyone supporting me and even to those watching just to see if I fail 😘
