Answering messages makes me a little emotional which sounds ..
🕑 Added 2024-01-01 00:27:27 +0000 UTC
Answering messages makes me a little emotional which sounds incredibly stupid, but I'd like to take a quick moment to explain.
I have two siblings and they're both awesome. We're not super close but my brother had a really tough time compared to me and my sister. I have this memory of my dad (who was a defensive lineman in the NFL btw) sticking his entire fist down my crying brother's throat because my brother was having trouble swallowing pills. My dad would NEVER treat me or my sister this way, so this memory stuck in my head as profoundly unfair. Every man I've told this story to usually responds similarly -- unsurprised, and dead inside. That's so many men's experience -- the physical lack of safety really fucks with you for your entire life.
But there's other types of safety men aren't afforded. Sexual safety in particular has been something that's been illuminated for me in the last few months working on OF. I am super protective of you guys and I work really hard to maintain your privacy. A lot of that is because I've noticed how positive our relationship can be, even when things are overtly sexual. Even if I'm getting a cum tribute or a dick rate, you guys never seem to forget that I'm a person. It would be insane of me not to return that energy and honor you guys for how good you've been to me.
I hope that everyone here feels safe to express their sexuality and understands I'll never mock them -- unless you're into it, of course! It feels weirdly healing for me to interact with men's sexuality in such a positive light, especially after everything I've been through. I have full control here and you've given me so much of your trust and money.
I'm really looking forward to showing you how grateful I am. Thanks again for your loyalty and love. I promise I'll make you proud (and hard).
PS I know there's a fuckton of women & nontrad folks out there -- know that I see you & appreciate your presence. It provides ME with the same type of safety I hope to provide to everyone who comes here. Being surrounded by gay ass queers in a sexual capacity where I have control is healing as fuck. I focused on men here because I'm sure all of us have complex relationships with men, but know that I will protect you fiercely and do my best to provide you with the same safety you give me. <3
