It’s literally been like less than a week of feeling good an..
🕑 Added 2024-01-08 10:37:49 +0000 UTC
It’s literally been like less than a week of feeling good and motivated to actually work. You guys would be appalled by the way I lived for 4 months completely catatonic.
I just want to say to everyone who wasn’t judgmental, pushy, or cruel: thank you. I owe you my life. Gratitude is a whole practice for me and every time I say it I mean it with my whole ass heart.
I was trying so so so so so hard to force things and then midway last month I finally put my stupid foot up my own ass and took the extension I needed. I feel awesome and not in a manic way. I’m actually excited to get up every morning and I’m working but not before taking care of my basic needs. I feel insanely good and it’s been this way for long enough that I’m sure this time.
I took a little extra time at the tail end to cry about anime and eat a lot but now I’m a little chubby cute. I’ll be sure to keep some stuff for “the vault” after I’m fit again. Sorry for keeping secrets but I promise you’ll thank me later.
ANYWAY. I’m all moved in this week and then Puck and I have agreed to get things truly rolling by the 15th. That means daily posts & new sets every week rather than the sporadic stuff.
Still got some things coming between now and then though — I promised you content but onlyfans said “we lock your account when you send too many messages”
