The constant input of turnoffs is finally getting to me. I d..
🕑 Added 2023-10-16 15:19:57 +0000 UTC
The constant input of turnoffs is finally getting to me. I don’t really understand what you thought you would gain doing less than bare minimum for me. Acting like I’m the ugly one when it’s been you this entire time. Acting like you’re too stupid to help me. Acting like I’m not worth helping. Putting me down for all of my hobbies and trying to rest. Acting like it’s okay for me to work 15-18 hours a day while you do nothing until I’m screaming my head off telling you you need to help me.
It’s so hard for me to get turned on by you anymore. I hear you vaping every other waking moment and making me sick in my own home.
I’m not attracted to you anymore.
Are you happy now?
I’m finally going to leave you and find people who will add value into my life. You are stupid but I am more stupid for giving you chances.
I know you don’t care. If you wanted me to succeed you would have helped me by now. But you still don’t. You still pretend you’re too good to help me and that you’re too stupid to help me. instead of keeping me in a constant state of distress, depression and work, you should have listened to me and made my life easier and better. But you won’t… and I need someone good enough that I’m attracted to.
Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. You vape every other waking moment and get nasty with me every time I try to stop you. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. No matter what facts, studies or examples I show you you just keep denying it and adding stress on top of the fact that you don’t do anything important to help me out. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. I won’t go to your funeral. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. There’s no point in loving someone who’s going to expire in less than 5 years. You puff vape poison over 500 times a day. You’ve been smoking since you were ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ years old. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. I can’t take the strezz of being with you or even knowing you anymore. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. I don’t want you anymore. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. I don’t want to be living like this anymore just waiting for the day I take you to the ER when you can’t breathe and you’re experiencing the worst pain you’ve ever felt for your life bc your body is shutting down from all the ab.use you put your own body through. You’ll be feeling that pain for years. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. Your lungs and brain need you to stop vaping. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. Your mom was an idiot for smoking your whole life and so are you. Your lungs are gonna collapse any day now. You’re gonna be in an iron lung living at a hospital waiting for a lung transplant you can’t afford. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now.
You hate me for trying to get you to stop but I am the only one who loved you enough to try to get you to stop and all I’ve gotten in return for trying to help you through your addictions is pain and suffering. I deserve a much better life than this and I will get it. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. I hope you’re ready to see me with someone else because I don’t need a stupid loser who’s too weak to quit smoking and vaping and won’t have lungs and can’t get out of a hospital bed. Your lungs are going to collapse any day now. I won’t be taking care of you.
