Once he’s really gone, I’ll make 10 times more and forget hi..
🕑 Added 2023-10-21 04:54:02 +0000 UTC
Once he’s really gone, I’ll make 10 times more and forget him in a past chapter. If he wanted any other ending he would have listened to me and helped me by now. Everyone’s telling me to just drop the deadweight and I appreciate the supportive letters to help me leave him. I’m working on it. Being human with feelings isn’t my best or strongest feature. I want to feel attractive or loved and i just can’t go to him for that ever.
I guess that’s why I love slipping away to the internet. My DMs are full of people who love me softly and fill me with wants, desires, joy and ambitions.
I’d rather be a princess or a goddess online than his lover in real life.
Someone told me to just stop including him mentally in anything or trying to trust him, rely on him or go to him for anything. I’m listening and the influence is working.
It’s time to move on.
