Recently I realized that I quite enjoy erotic humiliation. I..
🕑 Added 2022-08-08 00:27:27 +0000 UTC
Recently I realized that I quite enjoy erotic humiliation. I mean, if I look at my past content it’s kinda obvious. 😅 Of course, this is not a deep revelation, but often things became obvious only in the hindsight. Humiliation was always there. I guess I just wasn’t aware of how much I like it. Of course it’s not the only thing I like, but it’s a nice addition for when I am really horny. Now that I labeled it, it’s easier to pursue more precisely, to try what I like about it and what not.😈
I think it’s one of the reason why I really enjoy having Luke “only” as my best friend and not more. Sure, there are other things, like me not wanting a relationship in general. But If I try to be completely honest with myself, I just feel that it suits me. 😇
It’s the same with keeping him pussy-free. There isn’t really a reason why I could not fuck him once in a while, but I really like the little separation between us it creates. He can’t have my pussy. And I know it drives him mad, but it also drive’s him mad with lust and arousal. 🤭
I enjoy cuckolding as a theme, not sure I would like the reality of it, but since we are only friends, he could not say anything If I just decided that I maybe want to fuck somebody. We both knows that and It’s intensely erotic. I am not saying I will or won’t do it. But I realized that just having that option open for me, why simultaneously closing any option for him, get’s me dripping wet. 😳
Now to the video. I’ve decided that I want to push this idea a little further. Create even more separation, not just psychical, but physical as well. And more than one layer. He can’t have pussy, he can’t have orgasm and this time he can’t even feel a skin on skin contact. He goes from inside of the cage to the inside of the condom and I’ll do it all in a rubber gloves, so no direct touch whatsoever. I wanted him to realize that this might be the future of his sex life. 😈
I told him that I want him to know, that he did to himself voluntarily and that the only reason for the condom is that I simply don’t want to touch his dick, not even in gloves. Of course, that’s obvious, but it still sting once you say it out loud. Well and perhaps it might be useful for some cum play if I ever decide to try that. Would fit the theme. 🤭
This was mentally a little harder session than usual, so there was a lot of aftercare.😊 I don’t think of him any less, for being into this stuff, because I am as well. That is, until next time we are playing and his dick is again not worth a broken dime and can’t get anywhere near me. 😅 Yeah, and don’t judge me, for how long it took me to put the condom on. First it sucks in gloves. And for second, I don’t think I ever put a condom on anybody. If we need one the guy is the one taking care of that.
