Sikx_Rin
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🕑 Added 2023-03-08 08:42:09 +0000 UTC
Guess what time it is?! Time for another GD personal post. Sorry 😖That’s the forecast on here as of late.
But that’s also kind of the point of what I’m wanting to say…
I’ve had several agencies reach out to me since I began making content. These companies would manage all of my socials. Deciding when/where/what to upload and would handle all responses. I’ve never entertained the idea. Until today. I’m incredibly proud of the community I’ve built, my content, story telling, captions, responses, personal connections, all are of my own creating. I don’t want to give that up. However, I’ve got to change SOMETHING in order to stay afloat.
I’ve had extremely unrealistic expectations for myself and the result of that is missed deadline after missed deadline, repeat.
I haven’t agreed to anything yet. Trust me, if I give in, you’ll know lol. Upset I don’t post daily? Sad I don’t call you daddy? You mad I don’t sext? Well they’d do all that and then some. They’ll tell you they want to drain your cock but also be draining your wallet SO, so good 🥴
What I’m trying to say is I’m going to do what I can, when I can. I’m going to create content when I’m inspired and feeling my fucking hottest. I’m going to chat when I’m able, but not going to spend hours a day like I have been just to feel bad that I couldn’t speak to everyone. It’s an awful feeling guys… I don’t want to exclude anyone when I hop on here but I have no choice. I don’t want you to feel like a burden, because you’re not and I enjoy the conversations an infinite amount. I just need to stop lying to myself that I can do it all, all the time. Because other than the girls on my chest, I don’t have a team and don’t want to sell out.
No doubt several of you are like, “duh, already knew all this!”. But this is me saying that I’m human and I’m going to stop pretending I’m not before I let an agency ruin my entire persona.
If you made it this far… *tickle tickle* that was for your booty hole 😘 I appreciate your ass sticking with me while I figure out life 🫶🏻
