Hey there guys, I was thinking about this earlier and though..
🕑 Added 2022-09-29 15:50:04 +0000 UTC
Hey there guys, I was thinking about this earlier and thought I should repost it now that my birthday is getting closer.
Almost one year ago all my patrons and I had the idea on Patreon of celebrating my bday with an “ask me anything” video. This idea that by now may seem nothing unusual to you, it was a big step for me at the time.
We decided that in order to make it interesting I would take off one piece of clothing with each question, and as a challenge to myself I decided I was going to answer everything with complete and bare honesty. It was going my first time showing myself like this ever, without performance or character, just me.
Then Bday month began and I was busy recording the 54 musical special https://youtu.be/cv0RX7O2GEA and creating special content, more and more risky, building up to this.
Psychological pressure on myself to being completely honest was so strong I needed to go to therapy the day before shooting it. Then on a Saturday afternoon Farit and I did this while Jose was broadcasting on Twitch and it was liberating. I edited and just as I was announcing its release on Patreon to conclude my birthday month, they notified me I had to delete more than half of my content because they thought it was offensive and went against the rules set by the new owners.
Funny enough I just had said on two interviews the previous week I would never open an Only Fans page. So the universe once again proved its mighty power and I had to open my profile here, because I couldn’t loose the income. My meds cost a little fortune (I don’t have insurance and lost my Spanish benefits when I moved to Mexico) and making music and music videos is also a time and money consuming task, so with the encouragement from many of you (thank you for being there for me ❤️ you know who you are) I jumped into this new experience. And I learned a lot by myself by doing things I had never done before.
So guys, if anything, after this year, I’d say “go and do something unexpected, something you always said you’d never do, because you may surprise yourself”. You taught me that.
Oh, there are two videos, with English and Spanish subtitles. If you search in the tags you’ll find a post with a link to a French subtitles pdf too.
Enjoy 😘😘❤️
