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🕑 Added 2024-06-26 14:43:33 +0000 UTC
Hi everyone, I want to be vulnerable here. I would appreciate taking a second of your time to read this!
I want to be transparent. I felt like I was living separate lives, I love doing art and that was my passion and I wanted to make a career and income out of it, but then decided sexwork would be a good income alternative and lost sight of what I truly wanted. For a while I would just switch back and forth which is why I would take hiatuses on here and be active on my art accounts. It started to feel unfair leaving you all in the dark. Also letting bad instances really get to me, one or 2 people that creeped me out shouldn't turn me away from the people that do care about me. Last month, last year, was really difficult for me mentally. I was battling akot of emotions and there was such a negative connotation with sexwork. I'm trying to build that up again because I love what I do, I enjoyed the grooves I would create for myself. When things felt structured, and I want to not shy away from letting you all be more involved in my life. I thought seeing more of me and what I do would turn people away because it "wasn't porn" but I'm thinking of it all wrong. You all enjoy me, and who I am and I lost sight of that.
Thank you to those that stick around during my hiatuses, I really appreciate all you've done for me during the moments of self reflection. I need to learn to love all aspects of me and to share them together 🫶
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