Hey everyone, so just when I thought I was finally starting ..
🕑 Added 2021-06-30 08:40:41 +0000 UTC
Hey everyone, so just when I thought I was finally starting to feel somewhat okay, last night, after a year of telling me how he didn’t like posting on social media, how he felt it was bad for him and he didn’t enjoy it, so he never once posted me anywhere besides one IG post on our 3rd date, he’s suddenly posting videos with and of her on his Snapchat story. Which for a lot contextual reasons I won’t get into, exposes a lot more lies he told me in the time we were together. It straight up felt like a knife right to heart, being twisted too, like the whole thing from the start all over again.
I was hoping to be mostly back to normal within the next couple of days, but that’s looking less likely now with this turn of events and I frankly feel physically sick and am crying again, like I don’t know what was real and what wasn’t for a whole year with someone I trusted with my life.
So I am truly sorry for the longer delay than hoped, I hope you can all understand, I will still be posting on the feed when I can, and I hope you’re all having a good week so far. Thank you, and sorry again. Much love ~ Lola 💖
