So, as we know I've been trying to take some time off, to re..
🕑 Added 2023-09-14 07:51:33 +0000 UTC
So, as we know I've been trying to take some time off, to re-gather myself and get my mental health back on track.
So far things seem to be going well. I'm taking a step back, analysing what needs to change for me to get back to my usual self. Besides the obvious moving out and getting my space (I've been going to lots of viewings and there's one I really like, keep your fingers, and maybe toes and limbs idk, crossed for me on that one ! Or pray, or manifest, whatever floats your boat 😂), but I feel like I have lost what I started this job for in the first place.
I started because I wanted to make art and express myself. Somewhere along the way, I've moved much more into a service based business model, both because it earns more money and because it interested me. But I have found that it drains me of more mental energy than I have socially.
For that reason, for the forseable at least, I will exclusively be offering services (sexting, ratings, tasks etc) on the holidays. They'll likely be themed to the holiday as I want to make them fun. But keeping it up on a daily basis just isn't sustainable for me. That's why I find myself not offering them as much as I would like despite the fact I am technically offering them anytime, because I feel the pressure of it all the time and it drains me of the energy to actually do it. Stress psychology is strange.
I will still be posting domme content, and taking lots of photos, and still making videos, I just won't be offering services outside of the holidays. I also won't be answering my DM's daily, but rather as and when I can. I find once I remove the pressure behind it, I still want to do it, I just withdraw and shut down when I feel obligated to all the time as it causes me stress.
I also want to make more of my work more artistic. I know in no small part this relies on me having my own space, and I am working on that (Cross your damn fingers with me 😂). But I have found myself focusing on making content that sells well and is marketable rather than what I enjoy making, and if it takes the fun out of it the way it does for me, it means I lose the joy I got from it, which means it's not sustainable for me to keep doing. I need to do what I enjoy.
As a result, my page will be more content focused, less service focused, and less interaction focused. I will still be replying to you obviously, but it will be as and when I can, rather than trying to reply daily and failing.
That's the update, I am hoping to be back on the 25th still as originally planned, and I hope you're keeping well. Take care, see you soon ! - S 🖤
