Hi hiiiiiii so I'll be honest and I truly don't want to soun..
🕑 Added 2021-05-26 20:51:53 +0000 UTC
Hi hiiiiiii so I'll be honest and I truly don't want to sound like a broken record or that I am seeking pity --- that is not it but i'd like to address what I am going through since some of you decided to send me cruel messages because I am taking a little bit longer than to reply to my DM'S than I'd like to be.
I found out that I have a tear in my uterus and I have been to the doctor/hospital several times due to horrible pain & that has resulted me to dive in a bad depression and with horrible suicidal thoughts because I feel like a let down to you all and I feel like I am not doing enough but when my body is in so much pain it is hard to be motivated to be sexy and shoot content or even get online at all.
I know a lot of you also understand my mental health & are patient with me and to those - I am SO thankful for you. It truly means the world to know there are so many of you who do understand and care!
This isn't a forever thing and I am on the road of getting healthier. Please just know I am working on getting back to shooting more content and again, doing what I do does not interfere with my mental health!!!!! I truly do love it.
Love u.
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