I ***LOVE*** cuckolding, and have quite a bit of experience ..
🕑 Added 2021-07-20 14:06:23 +0000 UTC
I ***LOVE*** cuckolding, and have quite a bit of experience with it in a few different ways.
There is a lot to unpack here, but first I'd like to get down to the basics of cuckolding. For those of you not privy to the practice, cuckolding is a fetish where someone gets turned on by watching their partner have sexual relations with another (or, relatedly, when someone gets turned on by fucking someone else in front of their partner). This is quintessential cuckolding. Another version of cuckolding common to femdom is when a Domme fucks another (Alpha) man in front of a sub. There's a lot of layers to this that are intended to make this a humiliating experience. After all, if it wasn't explicitly humiliating, then having sex with one man in front of another would just be exhibitionism/voyeurism, and not cuckolding. I'll return to these layers in another post.
My first experience with cuckolding was with one of My first serious boyfriends, which preceded My transition into lifestyle femdom. Him and I dated seriously and monogamously for nine months and were very much in love blah blah blah. There was always an uneven power dynamic in our relationship, which was rooted in his stronger commitment to have a long term relationship. I was comparatively less eager to think about taking the next steps in our relationship, such as moving in together. While I was there for a good time and (maybe) not a long time, he was seriously vetting Me as a marriage candidate and mother of his children. Eventually, this disequilibrium resulted in our break-up because I was feeling rushed and he was feeling like he was being used for sex (not wrong).
After we broke up, I kept using him for his sexual services. Unfortunately for him, he was unable to continue having sex with Me without emotional attachment (understandable). But since we were technically broken up, he was no longer able to make any claim for sexual exclusivity from Me. Within the new terms of our relationship, both of us could have sex with anyone else we wanted. Don't-ask-don't-tell was the unwritten rule guiding our new dynamic, which meant we kept our respective sex lives private from one another. Again, this disproportionately affected him. He started exhibiting uncharacteristic behaviours like jealousy, and was now prying into My private life to find out what I was up to. I found this very invasive and annoying and it made Me not want to fuck him anymore. But, instead of cutting him off, I decided to give him full transparency into the dating life he was desperate to know about. I first started with small, vague mentions of dates I had planned. But it eventually evolved into Me sending screenshots of other men's Tinder profiles and sexy text conversations I was having with them, sharing details about what it was like to fuck them, what their cocks were like, how they compared to the ex, etc. He was also sharing some information in return, but it fell a bit flat because I couldn't care less what he was up to in his dating life and it was clear he was going on dates but not having sex. (He probably wasn't on his A-game because he was preoccupied watching Me on Mine).
This lasted for about three months before his friends intervened and started to direct him away from a dynamic they saw as very unhealthy. They were not entirely wrong in their beliefs, because it turns out he was interpreting our dynamic as an open relationship in which he saw himself as My primary partner, and the other men as casual nobodies I was using to sexually satiate Myself. He justified this on the grounds that I was sharing the intimate details about My sex life with him, which thereby made him feel he had more connection to Me than the other men. In reality, I wasn't sharing because he was special to Me. I was sharing because I enjoyed watching his reaction as I gave detailed descriptions of the mind-blowing sex I was having without him. And if I am to be fully transparent, I was also punishing him for having been so invasive in My private life when I wasn't ready to share it with him.
That said, it is possible he actually found it erotic to hear about My wild sex life and to see images of the men I was choosing over him. At that point, I had never heard of cucking, so it wasn't within My knowledge capacity to implore further about his motivations. But that was My first foray into cuckolding, albeit in a very gentle form. And it was within this dynamic that I realized how much I loved controlling and humiliating men by proxy of other men.
***ANYWAYS***
I have more to share about My cuckold experiences, and lots to contextualize with this particular clip as it pertains to humiliation. Given the length of this current post, I will leave these topics for the next one. Horny men have the attention span of guppies, so if you made it this far, then congratulations, you are among the higher order.
***Clip title: Cuckold Date Night - Chastity Lock-Up***
