***Clip Title: Abusing a Cuck with My Bull***
All subs must ..
🕑 Added 2021-09-24 14:06:51 +0000 UTC
***Clip Title: Abusing a Cuck with My Bull***
All subs must be broken prior to being made to do the most humiliating tasks. As with any boundary pushing activity, there needs to be a considerable amount of warm-up to prepare the submissive for what's to come. If a cuck showed up to my door, it would be nonsensical for me to make it get on its knees to start fluffing my bull (although that would be super hot for me). Even experienced subs show up with trepidation and need to be ushered deeper into the subspace before reaching the pinnacle of submission.
The reason for this is that subs often live dual lives. Most of the time, they're existing in the regular world and nurturing their masculine egos and vanilla identities. Just because they're submissive to me does not mean they don't have competing or conflicting ideas of who they are. I'm not submissive so I don't share their headspace. But I'm certain that as they're on their way to see me, some of them question themselves, wondering what it is they're doing, why they're doing it, and whether this experience of submission is really "them". That is, they have difficulties reconciling their submissive identities and desires with their vanilla identities. And others, of course, are probably trying to convince themselves that they won't go to the extremes, that this is some fun, light play. This is another way to offset cognitive dissonance. But it's also pure pure cognitive trickery because if I have a sub coming over, you better believe that sub is acutely aware of how dark it can get. Fun, light play isn't my thing. To pretend that submission is going to be anything but deep humiliation is just another way subs can reconcile their identities.
All to say, when a sub shows up at my door I don't take it for granted that this is the nature of their internal dialogue. This is why it's important for me to slowly break a sub in, re-introduce it to its submissive side and reorient it as an inferior below me and my bull. Although the sexual acts within cuckolding are the most salient features of the kink, much of our focus is to degrade the cuck in other ways to disconnect it from its vanilla ego. Most cucks won't eat another man's cum unless they're truly broken down to their smallest pieces first. And it's a two-person job to get them to this place, which is why I only choose bulls who can match me in my darkness.
