New week at university! My timetable is still pretty empty b..
🕑 Added 2022-10-10 21:21:00 +0000 UTC
New week at university! My timetable is still pretty empty because my university is horrible at Admin! This might be a long winded post but I have this overwhelming feeling of gratitude right now, that I thought I'd share(scroll if this boring i apologise! there are lots of sexy stuff on the wall already ;) )
This time last year, I was in a really dark place, having left home with zero prospects or even qualifications, i felt powerless. Deciding to enrol at university was a big deal for me, I was always told that everything in life would be 'sorted out' and that i needn't worry. So when I decided to leave, I realised the position I was in, no qualifications, no job prospects, no family or friends. Ultimately I was powerless in a big scary world, that was not too kind to people like me.
A year on, and things have changed radically. I can't even believe this is my life now, I can't believe that I'm able to make something of myself, and go to university, and be able to afford life in one of the most expensive cities in the world.
I can't thank you enough, really. This is coming from the heart, I'm getting teary writing this, I can't believe how successful my OF would be. When i left home, the only thing I had that was true to my core, was my sex drive, and thirst for making porn, I didn't think it would ever help me in getting a degree, so to say i'm dumbfounded, is putting it lightly.
**To think that something I was shamed, bullied and oppressed for, is the thing that has helped me be free, is a mind bending concept to understand** I'm doing this all on my own, paying my fees myself, learning myself, replying and posting here myself (my favourite thing in the day). So I really do get upset when the messages bug out, I really feel like I owe my life and success to the people who got me here, and without them I'd be nothing again, an oppressed powerless women.
Sometimes I think about leaving university and pursuing my true passion on OF, however so many of you have told me to stick with it, to ride out, and get that Degree! That support keeps me going everyday, having so many wise, thoughtful and intelligent people rooting for me, makes me feel like I can take on the world. I have never had that feeling before.The feeling of blind full support. So it stays with me, every morning and every evening. Every day that goes by where I don't reply feels like a blow to my chest, because I know it is the support and encouragement that got me here, and for that i'm eternally grateful.
i LOVE you, seriously and really. I just had this overwhelming feeling to share, as soppy and lame as it may sound.
Love Aaliyah💕
