Ok. I've gotten a lot of messages that said they have not re..
🕑 Added 2023-08-16 17:29:23 +0000 UTC
Ok. I've gotten a lot of messages that said they have not recieved my latest new video, I'll link the description below! ***Please let me know if this was in your inbox or not! I am so bummed out***
i made a new video! 🥰
what's in the video:
🐬 blowjob (messy / sloppy / saliva)
🐬 🐶 style (watching my face as I take it 🥴)
🐬 cute matching buttplug 🥰
🐬 me sucking dick and cumming like a whore :)
Story behind the the video:
Growing up, I used to masturbate a lot. But because I lived in a strict muslim household, it was often difficult to access to porn. I eventually learned how to get around the internet block 😈, but until then I had to be more creative. This probably sounds weird, but American high school coming-of-age flicks used to get me SOOOO horny, especially the ones with cheerleaders in them. We don’t really have cheerleaders in the UK, but we especially don’t have them at Islamic schools 😅. The idea of being allowed to walk among these cute white boys in a skimpy cheerleader outfit, flirting with them, was literally my idea of heaven 🤤 I love the idea of pulling a football player into a closet to drain his balls with my throat to help him relax before the big game, and then doing the same thing to 6 more of his teammates 😋 And nothing made me cum harder than seducing male teachers and watching their disbelief while they beheld a barely legal girl coating their dick in stringy saliva and manage to get every inch down her throat ughhhhh. I’d playfully assuage their guilt by telling them that I was passionate about becoming a porn star, and I needed their technical feedback to help with my career. They’d take any excuse 😈. Every single male teacher would be unloading his huge, thick, backed-up nut in my belly at least once a week 😋. After the first time, I’d tell them that, as much as I’d love to be perpetually siphoning cum from his balls to his belly, it can’t happen again because I won’t be able to focus on their subject if I’m dickmatized with a belly full of their cum 🥺. Invariably they’d offer to take care of my grades if I keep their balls empty 😉, and just like that I’d be doing zero work and spending my days with the seed of half the male staff sloshing around in my lil tummy 😇. My belly would be so full by midday I wouldn’t even need lunch. And I’d team up with the other cute girls on the cheer team to take care of the boys before big games and exams, and we’d get so good that even the coaches would ask us to “support” a particularly important football or baseball player before a big game, knowing that they’d be drained and ready by the time we were done with them 😈. I’d be constantly trying to find out which boys have the biggest dick, and would imagine myself getting destroyed by this cute nerdy guy’s 9” monster cock during a school field trip and being totally unable to control my insane screams, and how my girlfriends would be unable to stop themselves from masturbating to the sound of their little 4’10” friend getting her insides rearranged by a dick bigger than our forearms (although when I later started having actual sex I realised that I would rather have no sex than 9” bc anything anywhere near that big huuuurts 😖, but at the time the fantasy was just ugghhhhhh 🤤). I just loved the idea of being such a shameless whore with my hot friends but doing it in a way that genuinely benefitted the community. I know that sounds silly, but I feel like when I make you cum I’m helping you relieve some stress so that you can focus on the stuff you’re great at :)
Anyway, I was so excited to get this outfit because I’d been looking for a good cheerleader outfit for ages but couldn’t find one which fit me! I’m super petite (4’11” 90lbs), which makes it soooo difficult to find clothes which fit. It’s not difficult to find a sexy cheerleader outfit, but it IS difficult to find one in size XXS, and it is even more difficult to find one that’s XXS where the skirt is properly mini on me. So it takes me a LOT of time to find outfits, and I’d looked for a good cheerleader outfit since I started doing OF. And now I’ve finally found one 🥰 And, as you’ll see, it matches my baby blue butt plug 😜
Cheerleader outfits have a weirdly large amount of kinky/sexual power over me. When I lived with my family, mini-skirts were ABSOLUTELY off the table. My dad would have literally killed me if he saw me in one… I was only allowed to wear the most conservative clothes which covered my entire body except my face. But of course, as an older high-schooler, I got bolder 😈. I’d pack different outfits in my bag before leaving the house, and then change at a friend’s house. Mini-skirts were my staple. They’re so much fun to wear 🥰. I actually used to alter them at friends' houses to make them shorter 🙊. I just loved getting stares from guys on the street, bending over inappropriately in stores for older guys, innocently spreading my legs on the train so that the middle-aged guy across from me could admire a HS girl's bare shaven pussy looked like, thinking I was completely oblivious, while I looked at the mesmerised surprise in the window reflection 😈. It makes me so horny that the day I got the outfit, I had a sativa edible and spent like 2 hours with my jelly dildo stuck to my closet door, deepthroating myself until I was sitting in a huge pool of saliva while listening to audio porn about a middle aged guy having a HS cheerleader as a blowjob sex slave. I didn't touch my pussy once because the narrator strictly forbade it 🥺. I’m so annoyed I didn’t film it, but so often when I’m in that mood I’m just laser focused on the fantasy and can’t think of anything else but getting a cock in the back of my oesophagus 😩. It was so incredible… There was this moment like an hour and a half in where I was on my knees, and my ass sunk down to the floor and I dipped my pussy in the wet cold pool of saliva, uggghhh 😫 The craziest thing I discovered that day was that when I get really REALLY horny and I’m deepthroating it literally starts to feel like my g-spot is connected to the back of my throat because my pussy twitches each time I g4g and I can literally cum just from deepthroating. I was planning on listening to the audio all the way through a few times to build up the orgasm and then use my vibrator to release it afterwards, but it turned out I didn’t have to 🥴 So yeah, I love mini-skirts, and I especially love mini-skirt cheerleader outfits, the latter of which effectively turn me into an ultra-whore 🤷🏽♀️
It’s crazy because, when I had that experience of deepthroating my dildo in my cheerleader outfit at home, I felt kinda ashamed about it afterwards. I was like: OK, that can’t be normal or healthy to be turned on by having a dick down my throat… I’ve talked about the internalised shame from my upbringing before, and while I’ve made so much progress on it, I’ve still got work to do on shedding that BS. But that's the beauty of this community; I can tell you about the nasty shit that makes me cum and you won't just not judge me; you'll celebrate it :) I really owe everyone I've met here such a debt of gratitude. Even a year ago I cannot imagine being able to contemplate spending an afternoon with my lips pressed against my closet door with a jelly dildo stuffing the back of my throat purely FOR MY SOLO PLEASURE 🥺 The truth is I get such intense sexual pleasure from turning guys on and making them cum, but in this instance even my deep-seated Islamic shame couldn't deny that it was ME who enjoyed that. I couldn’t distance myself from the desire by telling myself that I was doing it because I enjoyed the other person’s pleasure—I actually enjoyed doing it. This is important because, in this video, you'll see my unbridled comfort and enthusiasm at having a dick down my throat, but you may also see me looking at myself in the mirror and the window because I become a bit more self-conscious. But when you see that, you're noticing my deep desires to my a throat-fuck toy collide with 18 years of intense Islamic sexual repression. I do that because I’m insanely turned on, which is when the shame comes. But as I relax, I let go a bit more and I’m just bathing in the pure pleasure of being a white man’s throat toy 😇
While the first half of the video is an AMAZING sloppy BJ, the second half is 🐶 but focused mostly on my face (apparently known as “plowcam” 😅). This was another thing I really got into when I came into my sexuality and started watching porn in HS. I remember watching this video (I couldn’t remember exactly which one) with the plowcam view of this blonde girl getting railed from behind, and what really stayed with me was how much she clearly LOVED it. I don’t know if this is a Gen-Z thing, but being able to see porn stars faces in HD while they got fucked completely contradicted the narrative I was told about porn being exploitative, and something that women only do out of desperation. If you watch those videos, it's impossible to deny that these girls are having a really really great time. I used to struggle with these feminist perspectives about girls not really wanting to do porn, and saying that porn was exploitative and catered to the male gaze. When I watched that, I saw that this view was absolutely not universally true. I 100% buy that there are plenty of cases where women have gone into porn just for money or been exploited--that's a real and very serious issue--but there are also a lot of girls (and I think this is increasingly true) that love doing porn. That made me feel less alone, because I would literally salivate over those videos and the fantasy of me being filmed like that and it was so validating to see that I wasn't the only one who'd enjoy that 🙂
I decided to do the plow cam thing because I wanted to look into your eyes while you cum for me. This probably sounds super weird but the best thing about filming PPVs is imaging my subs watching them 😋. 🐶 style is always incredible, but it was so SOOOO much hotter doing it and looking into the camera and knowing that you are going to cum so hard for me while you watch it. While I was getting fucked, I was imagining everyone who will watch it is lined up behind me running a train on my pussy, taking their turns, filling my womb with gallons of thick white cum 😫😫😫. So if you buy this video, please promise me at least once you’ll save up your cum for me—to the optimal point where your balls are ready to burst—and then you’ll drain your nut for me all at once? And please, if you do that, PLEASE film it and send it to me 😍😍😍 💕
