I’ve had a couple people ask why going away ruined things fo..
🕑 Added 2023-06-02 23:13:58 +0000 UTC
I’ve had a couple people ask why going away ruined things for me, so I figured I’d do a smol explain here 🖤 Nothing major or any kind of crisis, but a lot of little things added up.
I went to a friends house a couple hours from home for the whole weekend and I only agreed to go because my bestie offered to drive us. Social gatherings in new places with no exit of my own trigger the anxiety, especially overnights, and the only oui’d 🍃 I had was my carefully dosed out medication and shared to be polite. We all went down to the boardwalk and bar hopped (which was a hassle with me having no current ID and not being able to smoke publicly) and after 2 nights of shitty couch sleep, my whole body hurts. So now I’m broke, out of medication, hungry, tired, and in a ton of pain. I’m sure things will get better but I may never leave the house for more than a few hours ever again ☠️
