🕑 Added 2021-07-19 18:48:45 +0000 UTC
TRIGGER WARNING!!! SUICIDE, R*PE/SEXUAL ASSAULT, DEPRESSION, GUNS.
hey im gonna be really really honest with you guys right now.
I'm really going through some shit right now and I don't think I can continue onlyfans right now. i have no idea how I'm gonna pay my bills but for my own mental health I cant keep doing this. when I was 15 I was raped and that trauma was very very blocked off and just recently resurfaced right before my birthday right now I cant even look at my body in the mirror without feeling like I'm gonna puke/cry. which means I really cant be taking pictures and acting sexy on here. wednesday morning I tried to take my own life. the gun jammed and Im obviously still here and alive. I'm starting therapy next Wednesday and im hoping things get better but recently I've just wanted to die every single day. so im sorry for the lack of posting and the lack of motivation and dedication but at the end of the day im a real person and im really struggling so im sorry.
