It is difficult for me to walk. The reason it is difficult f..
🕑 Added 2023-02-18 13:38:54 +0000 UTC
It is difficult for me to walk. The reason it is difficult for me to walk is because I am morbidly obese. I am very heavy, I have a lot of weight to carry. Walking for long periods of time takes a lot of effort for me. I get tired quickly, I need to rest very often, When I rest, I will sit down. Sitting is the easiest thing for me to do but, you know, Standing up again is much harder...
Today i go to the pack few minutes, My journey to the park were very tiring. I am exhausted by the time I reach it. My body feels weak. I am struggling to stand. I need to rest very often so i take a lots of belly play breaks. I am out of breath, I am struggling to breath and I need to take very small steps. My heart is pounding against my chest, I feel like I am going to faint, I am feeling the effects of my morbid obesity very strongly, and i love it...
While walking, my belly hangs heavily. It bounces while I walk. My belly hangs so low, I can't see over it while I am walking. The sensation of my extremely heavy belly bouncing around while I walk is extremely tiring, I feel a lot of pressure and weight and my legs are struggling. Every single step I take is very difficult. Every cell in my body is working to take every step I take. My body is struggling very much, It is tiring my body. It is making me tired and breathless...
So I do dream to stop walking. I dream that one day, I will be so fat, so heavy that I won't be able to walk anymore. I wish that one day, I would be so heavy and obese that I would be bedridden. Bedridden means that I would need to lie in my bed all day. I wouldn't even be able to stand to the bathroom or to make myself food. I would be dependent on other people to take care of me.
(But for now, a video of my belly play pause !)
