6:12am
Jupiter is still out...
It inspired me to watch Spa..
🕑 Added 2020-04-11 10:22:09 +0000 UTC
6:12am
Jupiter is still out...
It inspired me to watch Spartacus
But the fire stick moving slow.
So...
You know.
I’m still thinking about rope
And tying some people up.
Flo**ing them with love
That kind of stuff
It’s something about the hugs after...
So since I have to sit with my thoughts,
I’ll reflect on how truly committed I am to this life of dominance and submission
And how it switches
Switch it...
Spartacus.
When I first decided to take myself seriously as a Dom
I didn’t want to be called John
Or dominant
Or daddy
Or sir
Mister... Master,
I wanted it to sound nasty.
Especially when rolling of their tongue when they cum
Yes, Dominus sounded promising
So I went with it.
And at that time it was...
All I had.
A lot of sexual energy to keep me going.
The only power I didn’t let go of
No love...
For myself
But I was giving it away and I thought nobody could tell.
I was in a dark place
With clouds
I didn’t look for stars at this point
Just white lights from nights of intense orgasms
Orgies
Threesomes
And BDSM.
My sexual dominance as Dominus is prominent...
As I sit.
In the backyard
Light breeze
The trees and leaves
Reminding me of the sea
And Water be the reason I found balance in the first place
that’s where home is.
And home is where I honed it.
my skills
Where I learned that in order to be truly dominant I must first learn how to submit
And take my time.
At 4:35pm
I took some time to reflect
And Learn more about why people trust me with their body
Cuz it’s always deeper than the sex
How can what’s inside me mirror that of which on the outside I reflect.
Like what makes them want to have sex with me?
And how could I be that for me?
Be that calming voice that learns how to be restorative with instead of fighting the fears I met traveling through the unknown.
Deep tones
Especially when moaned
Awaking chakras
Soft touch
Being vulnerable
All alone with those memories of yesterday
In my case
I have a ton of tapes
I have a fetish for recording
If only fans knew... haha
Switch...
I had to get more in touch with myself before I could touch somebody else.
Submit to a higher power to truly understand what my power meant to me.
My partner helped.
Held space for me to figure myself out.
She too on her own journey
We spent a ton of time together and separate learning
Going to conventions
Paying attention
Learning and exploring
Sharing what we were gifted.
Landing us consistent visits to Jamaica
And places I would only imagine
Switch...
I feel most dominant when I’m following my spirit
not letting idle time or anxiety force me into a place of being impatient or complacent
I needed to be present for every occasion
Nature and Meditation helps.
That’s a poem for itself about how dominance and submission is all connected to everyday living
You Get it.
Music: Piano Trap by Lil Wayne off the Funeral Album.
