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Whenever I'm not having sex I'm often reflecting on the sex ..
🕑 Added 2020-06-23 13:23:35 +0000 UTC Whenever I'm not having sex I'm often reflecting on the sex I've had in the past or the sex I want to have. I have moments in time where I go weeks without. I feel guilt around it because I often question if it's aligned with my spirit. I'd even agree that for a while I carried some shame. In most spaces I could walk around proudly as a cis gendered hetero-man who's sexual and could sleep with most the women he wants to sleep with and be fine. But I couldn't and still can't help but hear the terms "community dick" or "hoe" in my head whenever I would find someone sexually attractive. I would have these internal battles with myself on if I should or shouldn't act on these urges. I would often lose said battle because for some time, sex was all I had. I've had the threesomes, foursomes, orgies, been paid, paid for, all the shit you've seen in porn, hell... porn. Dominus was born in the dark. But ultimately created to protect me. I needed to be in control of the sex I was having. I needed to care for the people I was having sex with. I needed to find ways to feed my spirit in all this. Sex has to make sense to me. I love it that much. I've accepted that its an energy that carries a power I have to be respectful of at all times. Spirit guides me, love protects me. Good Morning yall. π€
