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🕑 Added 2022-03-06 23:31:24 +0000 UTC I can't remember if I posted these - if I did, it was at the very beginning of my Onlyfans journey. Just found them on my hard drive whilst cleaning it out and I'm blown away by how much things have changed! This set was taken in LA, in the AirBnB I stayed in while there for the Pornhub awards. What you may not know is that that trip was a massive turning point for me. From 2018-2020 I was in a horribly toxic relationship and in a deep, deep depression as a result - but attending the Pornhub awards made me realize how truly trapped I was. My ex, who many of you would recognize from past videos, refused to let me network with pornstars I'd idolized my entire career, refused to let me attend once in a lifetime afterparties, and essentially ruined the trip for me in hundreds of different ways...but realizing that was the first moment that I really remember the fire coming back into my heart, and thinking "this is not what I want for myself." On returning to Canada, I began the process of living the life that I wanted to live. I kicked out my ex, started working out and eating healthier, began managing my weed addiction, and for the first time, really got to know myself. If you've been along for the ride since then, the change might have seemed gradual, or you may not have noticed how far into my hole I was - I was very good at hiding it. But looking back on these photos brings back so many emotions and memories for me. It really highlights how far I've come, not just physically but in every other way, too. I truly feel that I'm in a MUCH better place than I was since these photos were taken. And I think even if I've posted them already, these pics are a good reminder to never give up, and live the life YOU want to live. Thanks for sticking around through the bullshit. I promise, things are only gonna go up from here 💪💚
