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A set taken from MRP Visionaries. Poem by me. Incongruent,..
🕑 Added 2021-02-02 16:32:40 +0000 UTC A set taken from MRP Visionaries. Poem by me. Incongruent, the way I'm perceived, Catch me fleeting in the background, While my voice and body reattempts to take up space.... Unapologetically I'm in constant competition with the cis gaze, the fragile intricacies from hundreds of years of colonial sculpting. I mimic the looks, I mimic the talk, passing through the gaze to become digestible to the imagination. I resist, but I only have the tools of the colonizer to shelter myself, to feed myself, to dress myself, to sculpt myself I look towards the sky and it's celestial infinity for grounding in this trans body. I gaze into the limitations of settler worlds with unrespectable pose, with unrespectable politics pathing worlds that you and I can exist in today. Even in today, prisons exist to make tomorrows uncertain. Disappearing possibilities, trans worlds disappearing into institutions, built to settle and delimitate. I'm sheltered, I'm fed, I'm clothed today. Tied to the present, trans futurities unknowingly unfolding with every second. Every second negotiating an unconsensual gaze. Tomorrows uncertainty, my body disappearing. I tie myself to the present, and confess my trans spirit, only knowing today is what I have. Fleeting futurities within my gaze… Nonsensical temporal worlds you and I sculpture… And with pride I lean into the unintelligable cosmos... Unapologetically
