Hi there. I'd appreciate if you could read this whole thread..
🕑 Added 2022-02-27 19:56:03 +0000 UTC
Hi there. I'd appreciate if you could read this whole thread. I will crosspost it across all my platforms.
I want to start by saying that much of this situation, while it impacts my life greatly, isn't my business or story to tell, so I will be vague to some degree. BUT thatbeing said, I work in an industry where any time away has grave impact on my income as well as perception of me in general, and things have reached a point where I find it necessary to give some insight into whats been going on.
As many of you know, I took a several month leaveof absence around September 2021 to early 2022 to prepare for a long distance move, do the move, and attempt to readjust after the move. This move was rather sudden, and it was because someone close to my partner has terminal cancer. We moved so we could spend time and be close to this person.
In late January, around the same time after the holidays, the move, etc. that I thought I could return to my normal time investment in the adult industry, the individual we moved to be close to made an abrupt decision to move 1,400 miles away. It was not a rational decision, and it sucked because it made our ability to be present for the person very difficult.
This caused a lot of stress and pain for my partner, which resulted in me needing to spend a lot of time being supportive to him, as well as take on most of common household chores, etc. The emotional investment of being supportive of him often left/leaves me exhausted, and when I do have some free time, has changed what I focus that on.
Fast forward to the last week, we learned that the terminally ill person is very, very ill and as of this morning has relocated back to the city we move to in order to help them and be close to them. They have an expectation of weeks to live and begin in-home hospice tomorrow. This means I will continue to be quite busy and emotionally involved as a support network.
And this is all I really feel is necessary to publicly share right now. I wanted to let y'all know thats where things are at. I've had some fans (longtime fans even) be NASTY toward me in the last few weeks for opening messages but not replying, etc. And once I see someone gaslighting and insulting me for not replying, guess what? I am even less likely to reply. The LAST thing I need right now is even more stress on my plate. I simply don't have the time or energy for it. So if you've hounded me, been accusatory toward me, etc. yes, I've ignored you. In fact I've ignored most people in general because I am flat out BUSY and consumed with helping my partner work through this time in his life, compiled with us trying to be here for the ill person.
I hope this reminds people that you never know what someone is going through. Its sad I even have to make a statement like this in general, but obviously it needed to happen. Thank you to those who have continued to support my content (I have kept OnlyFans updated) and to those who I have left on seen/read but you haven't taken it personally.
